what human being should have to wake up at 5 in the morning.  It's not a real comforting thought that your gunna have to be put in a night gown and be paraded around with your ass (no matter how fine it is) hangen out for a hospital full of strangers to see. Anyways thats the time I had to get up, 0500. I listend too Chicago by Steven Sufjan, District sleeps alone tonight by the postal service, multiple Bright eyes songs, Sic Transit Gloria by Brand New, and Fight Song and Ice heavy branches by appleseed cast. They were comforting songs that helped me wake up and be calm. There are so many people out at around 6.  At first you might think that these people are crazy to be going to jobs at this early in the morning, then you realize that most all the cars on the road are nice expensive cars.  That should tell you something. 

Menorah hospital was the name of the place I was about to enter surgery at to get a tumor taken out of my knee.  Thats when I realized that the name was "Menorah" hospital. IM NOT JEWISH. Isn't a Menorah something that you put up durring haunikka!?!?!

When I got to the hospital the lady that had me get into my "gown" talked to me like a retard or a 5 year old.  She was over weight. She was really close to explaining to me things through a sing along.  She pretty much just insulted me.  the next guy to show up was the anestesiologist. He had a large nose but was real cool. The final guy before the surgeon was a black guy who had the oppurtunity to shave my knee.  He told me that the ladies would find it real attractive to have my leg shaved so I let him do it.  He asked me if I had a girl friend. I told him no.  He couldn't understand why a guy with such sweet, soft hair wouldn't have a girl friend.  I told him I have to beat em off with a stick.  He decided I was must be telling the truth. After talking with the surgeon, who tryed way to hard to be cool and had lots of hair comming from out of his scrubs,  I remember a lady giving me an "IV martini" and becoming really at ease and smiling at my mom. I loved everyone in that room alot right after that. 

After awhile I woke up in a room with a really pretty eyed nurse asking me if I wanted some apple juice. Her smile made me feel awake and better almost instantly.  Needless to say I accepted her apple juice and gram crackers.

Now I am at home.  I take my friends for granted way to much.  the comments, Messages, and excpecially phone calls really made me feel loved and cared about, and I want to thank you all.  It would also be pretty cool if you wanted to come and visit, mabey watch a movie, or eat some food with me.  no ones home right now and Im ubber bored. free me from my bordom. call me or somthing.  I don't even care if your just a myspace friend and I've never talked to you before. Give me a call 1-913-306-2128.

I love you guys so much.

-aUSTIN-